care about usI just wanted to say how much I care about you.....And even though we argue and bullshit I still care about you......I think about you 110% of the day and its crazy but I guess thats what love is and I have no Idea what going to happen in the next few month and I,m running out of time.......and its frustrating to love you the way I do because I would like nothing but to hold you in my arms and not let you the fuck go! but,I can,t be selfish I know this is a tough time for you and all I want to do is be there ,no matter how many times you push me away ...I know thats how you deal with your situations thats why I can,t stay upset about......whether I,m your man ,your boyfriend,husband,I,am still a friend and I still love you the same in all titles we may have for each other ........and there you are on the phone i,ll talk to you instead love you baby.
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So today is my day off and I was able to accomplish what I wanted to do to start my new job for sunday I,am now bored to death so i,m going to go play pool.On another note this is the longest I,ve been home in a long time and I,m not sleeping.....I need to move the fuck out of here...........anyway I,m out .........anyone who knows me can reach da cell peace
I found peace
So...... me and my girl broke up and I,am going through it ok I guess fuck it I,m not gonna lie I,m hurtin ....oh great I just listen to a song by da Pussycat Dolls called sticwitu.....God playing with me I guess.....anyway this is probably a good thing that we are not together because whats going on in her life but all I wanna do is be there for her.Now that I got these new job opportunity comin to me I,m gonna be working dayshifts and nothing but time for music , time that I want to spend with her but I cant get close to her like that anymore......I must allow her to have time to think and use caution and be conscience of her life decisions.....I still love her but,I have to be patience with her. I know she doesn,t want me out of her life based on the terms we left on.......so I,m not gonna make her life anymore stressful than it maybe already , this is where i,m gonna be your friend for now and I wanna let her know there is a place in my for her and hope that everything works out eventually but, for now I gonna get some more of my shit straight and try and I do mean try not to let this consume me and be patient..... if its love......its certain no matter what.
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MY LIFE ,YOUR STORY
I may have found the one for me but,I can,t front I have a fear that the one I love is trapped in the past with a man...excuse me... boy! she has a deep history with,Due to these circumstances I feel I know my place in her life(she Does loves me), I,m not certain...You see,I don,t have a long drawn-out past with my girl but,I know I could treat her better than he ever could ,I guess I don,t want to be second in her heart...she always mentions his name and it sends me a 2 different vibes one of hatred and one that tells me she is still in love with him?...I understand the emotions she has for him but,she once told me "nobody knows me better than he does".Hence the reason i have fear,I don,t want to lose her to this Idiot again!yeah i said again...you see at the time i was in a very bad position were I lost focus on my jobs,my music,and my life and she left me and that made an impact on my life that changed everything I became more focus on my goals and strive harder to get them and that was a positive change.Ok now back to the present ,her family is moving away and she maybe moving too and I know she doesn,t want to move and I know she is not ready to move in with me (at least not yet).I guess i just want her to be happy in fact thats exactly what i want to do for her,I want to be in her life and I want her to know that I,m there for you . I Love u , U LAZY SMUT Lol!!!!!!!!!!!!
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